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backstabber~

2008-11-22T19:15:00.001-08:00

WHAHAHA.... this week... stressed up..... yarhs... i watched too much sailormoon le... haha full of love and justice..... and in the name of the moon i shall punish ppl who does the wrong things... MY GOD..... guess what... this week... your good friend me..... DONE STH amazing... hahaha i helped a grp of ppl to seek for justice.... and because of this... i was backstabed VERY Badly... manz..... my sailormoon power not really effective.... this whole week i created lots of nonsense.... maybe from today onwards... i shall ignore what i see and what i hear... then i will create less trouble for myself and save my own BUTT!!! lolx... serious lorhs.... sgt daniel told me.... to help others i must be able to help myself first.... i always help others..... but now come to realised i always can't save myself and got myself into a pile of SHIT.... hahaha anyway.... sth to be happy abt... my sis gave birth le.... JOEY TOH came into this great and wonderful world... haha no worries... i will make sure she become the next princess in line.... hahaha

birthday 2008

2008-11-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

right from the btm of my heart... seriously this yr 21st birthday was a happiness that came late.... real late.... initally tot of all the events to happen on 2 nov but it didn't not occurs... sho i was seriously upset and disappointed ... but this does not put a full stop to my celebration...when i tot my presence was nto felt....when i tot the whole left me alone at a corner..... when i tot... and i tot...... kenny appeared!! haha.... kenny, xi jie and gang.... seriously made me felt i am still wanted.... i am still a friend to them.... and i am..... it may not be sth i dream of.... may not be as fairy tale as i wan it to be... but is sth that touch my heart from deep inside..... and when i tot everything ends... OMG.... aq and gang appeared... again... they picked me up from the darkness..... made me felt wanted again~ i liek their present ALOT....serioously... you know why.... cos i tot i will have a LV wallet for my birthday... abit dissapointed... BUT they know i wanted a wallet...and it appeared! hahaha different brand... BUT STILL IS A WALLET I ASKED FOR? whahahhaa i didn't told them... they got it by themselves! whahahah muakz.... love ya lots.... hahaha..... okay i know my birthday won't end here... COS STILL got my si dang.... hui wei... and my ai ji club chief..... ELLICE LOW! wahahaha.... i expecting great deals from you o ellice!! whahhaha.....

indonesia - training??? diet??? get molest??? OMG!!!

2008-11-10T20:59:00.000-08:00

okay think i am suppose to update my blog long ago... but seriously no time... see cos i didn't celebration my 21st on 2 nov VERY WELL... sho alot of my REAL GOOD FRIENDS... yesh!!! kenny, kor, wee hong, xi jie, qiao ling jie and gang with aiqi, yunting and gang not forgetting.... my jap class.... li ling, mama san and gang.... yesh is you ppl.... made lots of celebration for me... sho ended up TODAY i am sick.... 3 days of MC.... hahah today morning then got better and starts to drag myself back home... lolx... not to worry ppl... i am fine... okay here the updates on the SHITTING trip to indonesia!!!

As usual... before i left singapore lots of yao yan on the toilet, SHO when i touched down at THEIR airport... first thing... CHECK OUT THE TOILET... ..... and it went... OKAY.... not of any problem.... no shower head only mahs... still have door.... heng lorhs!!! hahaha.... then we went up the bus... OKAY THE BUS IS REAL CRAMP lorhs... but according to them... this is the bets that they had offered... sho dun complain kaes.... sho when i reach camp... YARHS.... TOILET AGAIN..... this time round things doesn't get better!! SHIT LARHS..... no shower head...is okay... BUT NO DOORS also lorhs.... is mess BATHE!!!(refer to photos above) OMG.... worst.... check out the toilet bowl.... wal lau.... all is squating down de.... WORST..... door and wall not very high.... i can say hello to my neighboor lorhs!!! SHIT.....okay this is the ending of all the bunk description...which already had lower my morale by half.... next is the food... omg.... we have been using this sentence in indo " chi bu bao, er bu si".... is all cold food... the fish served is smalled than the nasi lemak fish we had in singapore worst still is harder also lorhs.... the vege is cold but i think is quite nice larhs of all food! haha okay now on training.... sian lorhs... 3rd night got someone told my friend that i am very pretty and ask my friend where am i .... he wanted to sit bedie me for dinner... FENG DIAO LIAO LORHS!!!! sho the very next day we had our usual 5 basic exercise with the indo soliders..... and i got smack real hard on my right butt larhs.... my friend told me was the same one whom said i am pretty and wanted to sit with me for dinner.... I SACRIFIE lorhs... to prevent war between indo and singapore... i turned and SMILE... manz... make me like i am sho sui bian lorhs!!! sian sian!!!!

a not happy de happy birthday~

2008-11-02T01:45:00.000-07:00

21st lehs!!!! got see ppl cried got his birthday itself or not... 20 yrs of my life... every yr even if no one remembered i would still be smiling...cos is still not that bad... THIS YR FUCK.....seriously fuck up.... i cried while on my way back home... even now... a simple dream like mine can never be fulfilled.... once 12midnight strike today.... i think i will never celebrate my birthday again~.....21 yrs... this yr is the worst i ever had!!! didn't they promised... even if fang fang called and ask to go out.... he will tell her...he have sth on today and is to attend my birthday celebration at zoo.... didn't the other said... even if his gf call...to go out... he would bring her along to my birthday celebration at the zoo.... DIDN'T he kept putting 2nov to go safari instead of zoo on his mouth a month ago~ didn't all this ppl promised me tt.... where are they today??? WHERE????? once 12 strike tonight... everything will over... there will be no more second chance... NO MORE!

YES! chef !!!

2008-10-05T03:59:00.000-07:00

hahah.... instead of leaving house early to book in... i decided to made an entry just before i book in! LOLX... quite random! hahaha.... anyway... today tried to cook the japanese dango (sweet dumpling) but abit of failure sort! hahaha BLUFF ME ELLICE.... ask me use cold water! lolx... next week... i shall try again~ hahaha... o yarhs.... today went to collect tickets for the trip to genting over next week... WEE!!! finally can travel again! thou this time round is on bus! hahaha LAME! hahaha....wondering how's my life in camp recently? ERMS???? okay lorhs... nothing exciting?? not really!!! nothing sadden-ing??? not really too! hahahaha... okay let's get started with the exciting part of the previous 2 weeks... MUAHHAHA.... is all abt qin cai's galfriend! LOLX.... okay.... i saw her during a movie trip with NONO, yq, de sheng and lao shu! hahaha... previously i kept asking ppl do i look nice??? hahah I ASKED THAT SAME QUESTION AGAIN! omg... whole world gave me an answer!! YESH I AM... you know why... cos qin cai's gf.... seriously CHUI!!! think you take a tonner..... cross over it 10 times... NONO still look more "prettier" than her! oops... is bad to take a guy to compare to her... BUT IS A FACT! lolx...okay sadden-ing part! quite alot wors.... haiz... of cos larhs... is with the same grp of ppl.... QQ and all! o yarhs... traceson... still insisting on vegetatrians food... dun know how could i help him!!! haiz... today intend to cook the dango for him to eat... BUT IT FAILED>..to sad!!! he has to bear with hunger today then! hahahah..... hope things will turn out better for him! O YARHS! my birthday is coming...less than one month time!! finally!! turning 21 liao! OLD le lorhs... i just got my dinner dress code ready for 1 nov night and 2 nov night... WEI PPL.... anyone wans to celebrate for me on the 1 nov night??? ERMS... i ask for simple stuffs o!! hahaha one movie... one dinner... and at 12 mid night struck exactly 12... i wan a cake.... (prefer chocolate) ahahah with a candle! hahaha.. that's all...for 1 nov... hahah 2 nov mahs... HOPE traceson they all can be abit more auto.. ask me out for my fav zoo trip! WEI.... every yr my birthday only ask for dinner or lunch wors... this yr give me abit more special! haha i wan go zoo.... but think traceson and others is all wood block... i think i can start to ask other ppl instead of them.. if not DAMN sad on my birthday itself no ppl appear !!! hahaha

Walks of my life~

2008-09-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

hmmm friday... was a bloody friday..... or perhaps the most shocking and sadden-ing day! Our company had organised the survival training... which i did 4 yrs ago.... the massive killing of chickens, rabbit and small animals..... traceson... believed is the shock of his life too~ that was the first time i saw tears flowing in his eyes... i dare not to say anything~ i threw my caps towards him...and he threw it away! from then i know.... he is upset over with the rabbit.... for the numbers of times i asked if he is okay... he chase me off.... and he ran towards toilet... but the numbers of times QQ approached him.... he felt better ~ then to me was... am i such a bad friend??? sho bad till no one can tell me what's going on.... but only treat me as fair weather friend??? I KNOW I AM NOT....but sho what! to them... i am still a by-pass.... that will never leave a foot step in their heart.... sad to say... my NS isn't sth 刻苦明心cos to everyone... i am just someone by pass their life in these 2 yrs and then BYE! Perhaps yong sheng was right bahs~ why do i still wan to do sho many things for them... why do i still put their interest infront of me.... why why??? i still finding that answer.....

Today mahs... wasn't a very good day... things went wrong all the way... HOPE tml will be better... and i am sure it will be better!!! HAHA.... next week i shall blog on my dreams for my 21st kaes? hahaha

critical turn ~

2008-09-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

eh~ today was rather a drastic and critcial day for my dad ~ no time for my own feeling liao !!! ~ today mahs ~ my dad met with an accident.... yarhs for now he is physically okay ~ no injuries.... but he is mentally shocked and tired for now ~ since noon when he is back home... he have been sleeping till now~ haiz... today accident... we can't say that he has no fault to it... but STILL he is not to be fully blamed for it wors..... yarhs... thou he caused a granny to be badly injured with a fractured arms... but still no one could have avoid this accident... THAT"S WHY... PLEASE always give up your seats for the pregant and elderly ppl ~ they need the seats..... and we can see in this accident becos of the public selfishness of not leeting the seats to the elderly... plus my dad careless driving today had caused this particular accident.... yarhs thou my dad is to be blame for his poor driving... but he has gotten his punishment... please spare him god..... in his mind right now... he is regretting for this accident.... he dun wan to cause the granny to be sho badly injured...all of us... my family... each and single one of us... can feel... he regret for his action today! the whole family was rather quiet just now during the dinner.... no one spoke a single word... haiz.... hope tml will be a better day for my dad!!! seriously if you ask me... WHO WILL WAN ACCIDENT TO HAPPEN.... please stop blaming anyone for this unforeseen accident!!!!

Perhaps ~ Perhaps ~

2008-09-02T06:52:00.000-07:00

haha today fan fa de usage of computers with internet o! hahaha ~ haiz... was pretty sick these few days ~ perhaps these few days was the happiest moments of my life ~ at least i felt the concerns from everyone... BUT still.... i can't replace you jin for no matter what i did for every single one.... sad to say.... i refused to eat medicine these few days and go see MO is becos of a certain reason.... wondering why ~ cos only when i am sick then i can be dotes ~ haha.... haiz... but think these moments will not last~ haiz... cos you jin will never be out of their mind... today i ask jason the same questions again.... he said this " you asked sho many times the answer will still be the same!!" hahah okay~ expecting that.... haiz.... first day of fight wasn't successful perhaps is becos i sick? i dun know how to continue on~ haiz.... days will still pass thou???

a dream to continue~

2008-08-29T18:13:00.000-07:00

OMG! had a nightmare yesterday night... decide to blogged on immd once i wake up~ haha..... dun ask if i am feeling much better or what! cos i will only start to laugh and smile when justice, fairness and everything is return to me....nightmare was abt the unfairness and injustice of what my in camp people did to me.... I AM SERIOUSLY NOT GOING TO LET THIS OFF JUST LIKE TT..... step one of riot! i am going strip off the rank on ALL my uniform.... if promotion meant to appreaciate ppl for what they had did over the past...then please promote the CORRECT ppl.... i had enough of nonsense ..... if no one is going to do anything... then i shall be the one correcting all these.... for whatever punishment i might receive... FUCK IT.... i wan the system to be corrected.... strip of rank for those who dun deserve it must be DONE.... step 2.... i am going to print this phase out "COUNTER CLOSED" from monday onwards... whoever ask me to do anything... i will put this phase infront of them.... no more RUBBISH THROWING.... i am a scholar lehs!!! ask me throw rubbish... = asking me go die!!! step 3.... erms... shall see what the effects of step 1 and 2.... if objective is achieved then i shall stop there.... if not more drastic measures i will take against just for fairness and justice.... even if i takes my OWN LIFE!

a long long journey ~ to where i know is home

2008-08-29T07:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday and today till late afternoon i purposly put my blog add again on msn nick to attract attention from the ppl ard me... GUESS what?? is still the few who dotes me alot realised.... SHIT MINGHUI is back to square one again!!! hui wei... immd call me up to check out on me.... janice never failed to kept on msn-ing to check me out.... jeremiah... ask me out for a jog to destress....why .... tell me why lehs??? why aren't the ppl whom suppose to know me well in camp... are not knowing what i wan.... instead are all these best friends ard me that they can sense sth wrong...even when they are REAL far away from me??? why???? ppl that see me everyday dun know what's wrong.... yet ppl whom rarely see me... like a yr for less than 20 times.... are knowing me inside out!!!! haiz.... tot YQ today would have given me the correct answer when i had put it sho obivious up on blog.... for the correct person to give me my correct answer... YET HE DIDN'T BOTHER..... manz... same as QQ, traceson and jason... none of them bother... guess i have to stick lesser to them.... and be alone for some times.... okay tml will be out for k box session.... SING ALL I CAN~~~ hmmmm hope tml will be a better day!

Tell me the world is fair

2008-08-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

lots of things had happened over the past weekend... i tot i could have handled it well ... but guess not... the whole wide world thinking i am throwing temper ...think that i am a spoilt brat!!! my god... i tot they could have understand me well enough that i am not.... but facts proven that they still do not know me well... sad to say but is true.... i have been asking all ard many ppl.... asking them why am i not been well treated like all other ppl in the company.... i have the best appointment in the whole company BUT what!!! i am the worst ill-treated in the whole company... ppl telling me to put me into their shoes... that they are not any better off... then... is my eyes telling me a lie?? that what i had seen was rubbish and not true???? can someone answer me??? when i flared off... ppl then start to notice my present... what i had been doing... do i need to do this repeatedly over a period of time... sho i will always be well-treated and not ILL-TREATED..... tell me.... do i need to do till this extend??? I have been searching in the company for the correct person to give me the correct answer i yield for long... BUT WHAT!!!! minghui wake up your idea... this whole world is not eloving just ard you... when i put others' interest in front of me.... always think abt them... this is what i get in return... some would have told me this... minghui whatever you do ...dun always ask for a return... YARHS... i know tt... BUT BUT BUT... just can't i be selfish for one time.... just one time... to have someone dotes me... to have someone telling me the correct answer i have been looking for... i asked someone whom i tot IS the CORRECT PERSON, traceson, but is all proven wrong... i tot he would have told me.... "minghui , i understand, you dun need to say anymore.... i really understand" BUT he did not... yet he is reasoning out to me... WHAT GOING ON???? when i tot he would have know me well enough.... and be the correct person... but is wrong... god is laughing at me now.... how??? i am sho upset that i didn't even bother to ask QQ anymore...cos he would have told me the same reasoning...and thinking i am throwing temper... NO ONE.... in the company had put my interest into their heart... why??? tell me why??? I SWEARED to god that for whatever things that i do in the company.... their interest will always be my concern!!! and why are they giving me all these shit??? a phase of "i understand" is it that difficult out from their mouth? GOD just tell me why??? i almost wanted to called kor(bernard) and kenny... telling them all these... but i know they couldn't have help me in anyway... i stand up even more firm .... i am not going to just let this off... i will make them pay for all the harms they did to me.... and i wan it back double.... TOT that QQ, traceson, YQ, jason, stanly, kenneth, chris would have understand me... but they did not.... saddening....god... tell me what should i do now??? why am i always not remembered for good times... for good things.... for enjoyment... INSTEAD.... bad times.... shit times.... suffering times.... i will always be remembered and i am always the first to help them.... i have been crying for sho many days... why no one came forward to me... and telling me what i wan to hear... but instead all giving me reasons and reasons to cover all the harms they had did to me.... the deepest one was traceson and QQ... little did i expect the closest one...to be the one that caused the deepest scar in my heart! I HATE THEM.... for all i did for them.... this is what i get in return.... shit and nothing else.... answer me god... i had just break down... for 19 years of my life during schooling, working.... i am always well-liked , dotes by all the people ard me... never once they had forgotten the existence of me.... kenny, kor(bernard), hui wei and xi jie... always there just to make me laugh when i am upset.... there to let me beat them.... there to lend their listening ears.... amanda, li ling, ellice, janice. benjamin and evan.... never failed to meet me often sho i can always cry out as much as i could ..... aiqi, yunting, yuyi and melissa... always had the KBOX card ready just for me to sing out all my anger, sadness.... WHY CAN'T traceson, QQ, jason, stanly, YQ... just be like them?? a phase of "i understand" is it really that difficult for them to say??? i dun know what i could have do now... all i know is i will be taking a REAL LONG BREAK till i recover... and it wouldn't be any faster.... god save me out from the bottom of the pit... i am falling and falling...and falling... i can never see the bottom...and the sun to rise anymore....

tamagotchi

2008-08-10T01:40:00.000-07:00

hmmm.... this week quite alot of things had happened... yesh~ unavoidable... i did cried again... this time round is practically of stress... and ppl ard me... HAIZ... prehaps is due to field camp bahs... lots of things to be done... that's why abit over stress...! haha... is okay...daijyoubu! hahaha... also i did an internal audit last week... and brought lots of unfair and injustice stuffs to both the new and old OC attention... yup... sth great is that now they KNOW what's going on... according to them.... they said wait for them to do sth... SHO this week... i SEEN nothing is being done... perhaps i have to wait abit more longer... o yarhs this week encik came back... MANZ.... the first thing he know is to LECTURE ppl of no reason... LAME SHIT! lolx... yarhs he said the guard duty is he do one ...sho is confirm fair! BULL SHIT lorhs... he claimed tt HQ for the past one yr DID NOT do any guard duty.... O please larhs.... the HQ did lorhs... and is countless of times... and when i said tt he said is what the others told him... he asked me not to worry he will check it out... FUCK him larhs.... check it out... he is always sitting on his work.. and get paid.... brainless and useless piece of shit... o manz... shldn't SAF do sth abt these kinda of ppl.... who does nothing... waste of our tax payer money! he better make sure he do sth fair... before i stab myself again and do a even more shiong internal audit to prove him wrong... and when i does that ... i SWEAR man... the whole coy will suffer as much as i do...

O yarhs... last fri 8 of Aug a great day manz... was suppose to celebrate my dad birthday ... BUT cos my hubby (QQ) dragged me out... i reached home rather late... was abit ne jiu larhs... sho this weekend every morning woke up early just to accompany the 2 old ppl to wet market and for jogging~ HAIZ... tired!!! Hope the up coming week will be better... in terms of relationship with the man... and as well as my job will be lesser! HOPE SO!!! haiz.... hope this week no more tears..... save my tears for myself PLEASE!!! hahaha.... wondering why the title was tamagotchi... haha while shopping last week... or rather a bit upset larhs...just sho nice i saw the tamagotchi promotion sho i GOTTA one and try to play with it... BUT it died 2 times le lorhs... in just less than a week... o manz.... i am just not the cut for pets then! SOBS!

As expected ~

2008-07-26T10:03:00.000-07:00

As expected... no one came to check out the blog! hahaa tot someone would have really bother of how i care... but yarhs true enough ZERO ppl cares! hahaha... guess it's gonna be alright ~ Starting to hate myself more than usual ~ Don't ask me why cos i dun even have the answer for myself! sian???? hahah yarhs sian!!!! Army created lots of fun for me... but not leave out the problems.... now i facing 2 greatest problems..... friends in army..... as i mention yesterday no one cares.... when ppl cares like yong sheng... i tends to 冷嘲热讽.... i dun know why... maybe i wan the attention of someone else and no him.... and that's explain why i get even more irritated! hahaha.... next problem.... my NS appointment.... knowing pretty well the new OC (my new BOSS) dun really likes me alot.... cos my physical fitness is not really up to the standard.... sho he has the intention to change me away! and seriously.... when next week he takes over offically as OC.... wondering will he sack me off immd!!! yarhs.... sho i was thinking...before he does that.... shld i do it myself... stabbing my own back... before he do???? THINKING real hard for this question!

clearing my mind~

2008-07-25T07:16:00.000-07:00

yeah! finally cob webs... is all ard... and that's means i have freedom of speech here! cos everyone will tot i dun update my blog anymore and won't read it anymore... hehe... sho NOW... can write anything i wan! hahaha

yarhs is def a pretty long time since i last blogged.... on the 24 may... now??? OPPS... 25 july liao lorhs!!!very very upset... quite a long of unhappy stuffs had happened... over the past few weeks....initally tot being an OC runner means won't be bullied again... haha... but is wrong KAES!! cos when OC gave me too much privellages.... ppl starts to hate me! haha... but guess is rather okay for me... what really hurts alot was what i had done for the rest of the ppl whom i tot were real good friends with me... starting to hate me.... haiz.......... just take this sentence... " stop being bossy.... you're only a runner.... i am a 2IC who are you in this world to order me ard!".... omg.... this sentence came out from someone whom i tot was real good terms with me lorhs! imagine tt....how hurting it is... to actually came to know tt... my good intention of helping became sth that was being insulted....

yesterday was our company cohension day..... went out with a grp of ppl WHOM AGAIN I tot was good friends... turned out to be a smashed mirror of dream! they did not asked me what i wan.... or perhaps i dun wan to be a wet blanket i decided to give in to them... to their choice of enjoyment... and throwing away what i wan larhs..... but i tot this might be the only one for the day... but not really.... after tt... no one even bother to ask me for my opinion... they just went on with their decision... and me... have to be a follower just following them putting up a fake smile... BUT they DIDN'T even realised it... i purposly placed my msn nick to be sad enough for them to come and talk to me.... purposly not to reply their sms showing my anger.... but none of these works... they might had just thought that i am died...but who cares right??? hahaha sad enough to come a realised today and this moment of time.... ppl always ask.... "Minghui, dun you feel your life is kinda of boring... no excitment... black and white???" & "Minghui, do you have lots of friends??".... i never once tot in my life that i was black and white... cos i still think i live to the fullest... yesh my home rules are strict.... stricted than anyone else... but i never complained abt it.... cos i am happy with tt... becos my dad and mum and sis love me... than anyone else does... that why they are stricted to me....

friends??? i was looking at the number of msn contacts... yarhs i have lots of it......... then how many had really bother to came and talked to me every moment??? beside aq and others.... ellice and the rest... came to think abt it... really seldom or none...will know when i am upset or what.... i always hear or see "sorry need to leave early today, my ppl is not in good mood need to accompany him / her." haha... yarhs... perhaps...none had actually did this for me... leaving somewhere or someone early becos i am sad? NAHS! i can tell you is NONE... cos no one will knwo when i am upset or what... just like now... i am SUPER ULTRA SAD.... cried this morning.... waiting for someone to know... BUT NONE.... NONE.... how lonely and pathetic i am.... don't you think sho???

looking real back!

2008-05-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

WOO~ first year of my NS life have came to an ending with a great change of ppl ard me.... my sect ...my platoon, OC, PC... one by one is leaving... felt rather happy than upset... is a brand new life for them... haha i can't wait for that day too~ lolx... was making some present for them.... YARHS.... then i realised... i forget to buy cards! Oops... think tml have to go and get it! haha.... as i was saying.... i was making some present for them... suddenly those nostalgic feeling again rise up in my mind... like i am back to the past to my secondary school days, poly havco days! haha.... was flipping some of the photos... my unforgettable back packing taiwan trip with janice and ellice... then my hair is LONG lorhs! and i missed the length! haha.... and of cos my PROM night! hahah abit regret abt my contact len colour and the styling of my hair for that day! abit messed UP larhs! angry! hahaha... but looking thru those pics are real memories.... is the memories... which i will carry with me thru my life... THEN... i started flipping thru my NS days photos... right from bmt... haha... those days were seriously great.... with sir ian ard... haha cos he dotes me quite good larhs... at least NO push up for me... haha... looking forward to see him in NTU... since his course(Mathematics) is JUST right beside my school (CBE)! then to my POP photos... hey that day i cried real bad lorhs... just like when ellice and hui wei is going oversea for studies... just like the day of graduation of my poly life... cos i knew ... i knew i won't be able to see them that often anymore... or perhaps... even to see them again ~ unless luck... pure luck... make us meet again on the streets.... haha... that day everyone inside the bunk telling me to stand strong and dun let ppl bully me anymore... esp ah beng (raymond) words did make me remembered even till now ~ haha.... then again today... PC chua is leaving... haha he was the one that gave me great encourage tgt with OC raymond bring me out of darkness... just like how sir ian treat me during bmt... sobs! very sad to know that they are leaving... but still happy for them! is just all these nostalgic feeling that makes me quite sad and moody.... perhaps... perhaps... tml will be better? AND I AM SURE IT WILL! haha.....

belated birthday???

2008-05-18T08:17:00.000-07:00

haha... yup... i "claimed" back sth today! my birthday treat from s0ng! hahhaa.... yarhs abit pai seh... cos where got ppl in this world claim for birthday present! whahaha... sho i KA him one KFC meal lorhs! to me... that's sth exp.... (18/5/08) this is where i stopped the other day... only till today then i realised... omanz... i got another unpublish post...! hahhaa let's continue... yup... claimed back a birthday treat from s0ng.... manz... is like dun know how long liao lorhs... i still managed to claimed WORS... thanks s0ng! hahaha... o yarhs he made a da wu long also... trying to mi pu what he missed for me last yr... again he got a cake... CHEESE cake... yesh... ppl whom know me real well ... know i hate CHEESE.... not just FATTENING plus...that CHEESEY...feeling omanz... but still since it an appreciation from him... I ATE IT.... yup I ATE IT... haha amazed? hahaha.... anyway still... thanks s0ng for the "late" and wonderful celebration.....

stay tune!

2008-05-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

hahaha was wondering shld i blog today....okay in the end i still did hahaha.... okay i sent out an email to huiwei.... wondering where the world is she in now?? must be went on travelling again... like our dear ellice hor!!! went to travel others part of AUST .... wait for me lehs.... bu shi shuo hao le.... june 2009 till i ORD go AUST back pack de mahs??? hahahah never wait larhS! okay~~~ today blog is on friday BBQ platoon 5 O!Actually hor i wanted to write captions for the photos.... but i just realised i dun know HOW sia!! sian!!! shld have ask s0ng earlier today since he is online and haven book in! hahaha O YARHS sth shocking... s0ng actually applied the same course as me.... lolx.. hope he chose NUS... sho he won't be my course mate... if not ultra weird.... cannot act young... when someone younger is there! OPPS.... hahaha actually be it what school also good larhs... cos the course itself is GOOD .... MUHAHAHAHA... sorry i was off topic again... back to BBQ.... was a very enjoyable one...thou not the whole platoon that came! but still all those who came... very much appreciated ...thanks ppl...for shang lian wors! whahaha the food was abit over prepared lorhs.... left sho much chicken wings...and no one wans to bring home... ended up throwing away... SINFUL! haiz... sho to prevent more wastage i brought home the sweet potato and CHILLI.... yesh.... this CHILLI thingy was bought by our dearest sgt teoh... cos he wan to made kabah!!! without bringing knife... how is he going to make... that's very clever of him too hor??? hahahahah okay...credits must be given to sgt goh and gf... WOW.... they are the chief cook for the day lorhs... SAI KANG PARTY must not be forgotten too lorhs..that's include me!!! thanks to sgt louis for the chicken wing...he scarifices his hand for it... WEI.... sgt farhan ,sgt farhdly and sgt teoh and of cos me ...got great effort too can!!! we went early to the supermarket and buy those BBQ food lorhs! without us!!! how to BBQ right?? hahah okay kenneth and allen must be credited too!! hahaha... for setting up the fire and WENT to play PSP after tt! lolx... ever since cek cek (incek) gave the permission for the PSP to camp... think everyone went crazy over with the PSP lorhs.... they are like playing every now and then!!! amazing hor?? even me also can't play DS for more than an hour... my head will hurts lorhs!!! all photos are shown above!!!

taipei~ RnR

2008-05-10T06:05:00.001-07:00

haha.... wondering what's going in taiwan RnR?? hahaha okay there actually 2 part to the RnR.... first part is actually to one aquarium during our stay in taiwan camp.... that's was actually to motivate us to continue remains MOTIVATED for the next up and coming exercise! hahahaha... abit lame.... okay i try to put the photos in order sho that the first pic will be the photos took in aquarium kaes~ hahaha okay..... after much discussion IN MYSELF... hahah decided to post on the photos before i start BLOGGING~ hahahahaha okay the first photo is took in aquarium hahaha... platoon 4 grp photo! hahaha this grp is very fun! SERIOUS! and all is ULTRA nice ppl... QQ, YY, jason, stanly, danny... they are all very nice ppl... okay there's a reason to why i said that .... okay~ there is this particular time... last day of RnR i supposly to meet them 1030 at taipei 101.... BUT I WAS SHO LATE.... i really MEAN LATE... i only reach at 1220 and is YY whom came to look for me... i was lost in the MAZE of the taipei 101 builiding.... i couldn't find them.... and YY have to come all the way just to pick me up and bring me to them.... I WAS OS-ing while walking...shit "how will they scold me??? MUST REN for no matter what they say me... or vent their anger on me...!!!" but you ppl know what??? I HAD A SHOCK of my life... i was sho surprise that they didn't get angry ..... they even care abt me... OKAY no really that caring .... but at least got minimum of 1% of care SHOWN! hahahhaa better than other ppl bahs.... when i am late... FOR SURE lorhs... i will be SCOLD and SUAN!! hahah very glad to know them.... thank god! okay... up next is QQ photo... sorry QQ to put that photo...cos i wan to show your face AND i only got this PIC..... hahahah he is the one responsible for the pile of key chain in the 3rd photo... hhahaha... dun know how he managed to get sho MUCH... but yesh he did it! hahaha up and coming is the 3 different stitch teddy bear i KAPO from YY....ALL okay.... ALL is from YY... hahhaa must treat him nice food when back to camp! whahha he is BLOODY good at catching these teddy bears lorhs...that's why i KAPO 3 stitch from him!! hahaha thanks YY.... he is the last photo in BLACK! whahahaha

while in taiwan~

2008-05-08T19:07:00.000-07:00

hey hey~ don;t underestimate me wors... i still did my blogging while in taiwan o! is just that is HAND-WRITTEN... hahah li hai bahs? okay i am going to type out EXACTLY what i written over in taiwan.......

18/4

blogging time...hehe i will type exactly whaty is written here into the blog wors!!! wondering what's happening over in taiwan mahs?? haha... is worst than brunei perhaps~~ cos once again i am being bullied by one person this time round!! haiz.... sad to say i wasn't able to ignore his insult this time round... cos i think a rubbish bin will overflow when it's rubbish is full~ just like me.... i am "full" to take in anymore insult by him.... and hence i cried.... very badly! haiz... Less these bad moments.... I had a great fall during the first day of company components training... a real bad fall.... hair line fractured over my left elbow.... now still pain when writting lorhs.... sho i had a great rest for abt a week plus.... swelling being getting better and that explains why i can write now!!! hahaha.... thou my elbow still hurts and i dun think can hit the deck real fast when contacted.... but still i am going to give it a try and went on with the last mission for taiwan since it is the last might as well chiong lorhs!! lolx..... only 10 days of outfield... not as though i never do it before! lolx.... okay.... here i go... for my 10 days of outfield liao.... JIA YOUS MINGHUI

this was what i written in my planner ~ hahah now reading it... also quite funny... kaes larhs... i will do my taiwan RnR post tonight or tml morning again~ it will be on the ppl (esp yy [yao yong] and qq [qi qiang]) and the stuffs they got for me!!!

the day has come again~

2008-04-04T19:15:00.000-07:00

lolx.... yups yups... the day has come again! this time round yesh is to a place of heaven BUT hor... a month time lehs... no matter how enjoyable it is... is still abit long lorhs... overseas for a month... this is for the first time... the max i went was 2 and half weeks... now is a month ... worst part of it ...is the training... manz..... i wonder if i can survive thru... hahah... hope i can do it well and good just like brunei... thou i felt that i didn't really did it very vert well.... i am gonna give it my very best again this time round without fail! hahaha...... ppl... 请期待着.... hahaha!!!! okay when i am back a list of progamme i have listed out... MAY ... i have ellice heidi and qiao xuan birthday..... sho yup yup see what they have come out with... and 5N class chalet.... not forgetting s0ng.... he still owe me my birthday treats since last yr... and also yu qiang and chee hou..... gonna meet up with them... who else nehs???

melissa 21st birthday

2008-04-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

WOO HOO! today went to celebrate melissa birthday yup yup is her 21st birthday! o manz... everyone is turning OLD!!! cos is like 21!!! ADULT AGE!! i hate it... but my turn sooner or later will come..... sian sian.... actually wanted to go to miss clarity cafe to celebrate.... due to 2 reasons we kick that idea out and went to MOF one of the resturant in bugis junction level 2..... firstly.... is raining heavily... difficulties of getting there ~~~ NEXT!!!! is we can't locate miss clarity cafe even with good directions of advancement by 2 experts... yu qiang and s0ng..... okay according to yu qiang is some where at the north bridge road and is at purpis streets... and near national library... YARHS... nothing wrong with the description what!!! but i din't managed to get over there~ that is okay... I READ S0NG blog before i left house to ensure the correct route of advancement... BUT STILL I AM LOST.... gosh... is my sense of direction getting worst... i know i always get lost... take wrong side of the train .... alight wrong station... and stuffs... but the end product is still be able to reached the desination lorhs!!1 today is the worst ever!!! BUT STILL... dinner is enjoyable...cos i like very long time never see aiqi and gang le.... sho we talk a lot.. of CRAPS and JOKES... haha laugh like nobody business!!! lolx~~~

finally~ brunei trip

2008-03-31T03:08:00.000-07:00

haha finally i am updating my blog lehs!! please be amazed and this is def becos got ppl nagging me larhs... hui wei ar... s0ng ar!!!! sho many lorhs... not i dun wan to update larhs is no time!!!!recently got lots of things to do and pack and had happened.... yup yup from my previous entry... u ppl must be very curious on my brunei trip right here the update!!!!!

OKAY.... according to lots of OCS personnel.... brunei is a HELL to all... yes it is to me too! but it wasn't that bad as described by many! many had said this sentence "In brunei, 5pm it will become dark.... and the darkness is like...you put your five fingers infront also cannot see!!!!" BUT NEHS!!!! i didn't experience tt wors.... could it be my 2ic kenneth play with fire plus candle... which explains why that 3 nights out in the field for navex was sho bright??? hahaha then after navex was my company mission proficiency test.... GOSH MANZ..... i fall like nobody does.... i cried while walking .... but climbing that STUPID mountain i didn't cry lehs!!! lolx.... i climbed up on all fours lorhs! and trust me it is really that steep!!! hahaha.... but yup yup.... pretty amazed with myself that i made it thru...... and did it proud! hahaha thanks.... to my PC my OC.... not forgetting wei han saved me during the night walk..... sgt farhan!!! hahaha whom i think i irritated him alot...cos i kept calling his name!!! hahaha..... kenneth...my 2ic... thou he injured himself... but seriously.... thanks to him for carry my load... he is more small size than me (IS IT??? abt the same larhs) but he helped me out alot!!!! a fruitful brunei trip!!!

then again you must be wondering why i update now only right?? hehe cos i save it and didn't post it.... cos once i touched down to singapore back from brunei only in a few days time... i was activitated... think many knew abt this.... OKAY all simply just tt i am SUAI in such stuffs.... finally i had some rest over last and this week...too many off to clear!! hahaha this coming week... i will be flying off le... to TAIWAN.... o manz... i wasn't looking forward to the exercise lehs... btu instead of my shopping! OOPS... hahaha is quite a long outfield exercise this time round which believed many didn't even had a chance to do it... while see how SUAI am I to kena again! sian!!! but yup yup... RnR... sth to reward me! whahaha.... wack only... dun care.... right?? hahahaha

okay.... i had finshed all my update le... finally there's nothing left... if not ppl will start to kp me again!! lolx... there are some photos of the brunei trip and my sis wedding... o yarhs... got 2 ppl..... ELLICE and ZHI DONG SHU (aka automatic da shu) had commented on one of my photo.... "WOW sho man lehs minghui... this is the first sho man photo i ever see lehs!!!" wei wei wei... i dun walk the hunks (ou xiang) route can!!! i walk shi li pai one hor.... i am the next up and coming singapore superstar replacing sun yan zi hor... hahaha might be able to stand beside zhang hui wei and be at the front page of times magazine with this title "THE ASIAN PROUD"!!! muahahha... okayokay... again many will says i am dreaming... yesh yesh indeed i am!!! i admit it kaes!!!!!

Out of Town

2008-02-12T02:17:00.000-08:00

today....has finally arrived! is a test of my courage! as my bro always says "once to brunei, all jungle in this world is compartivetly is NOTHING"....zomg.... i am very scared now..seriously is a feeling of dun know what will happen..... but i am sure sth will happen.... as these few weeks i had nightmare and sleepless night! GOSH.... let's hope i make it back one piece plus alive! sure no problem.... with the blessing from aq yt..... li ling...ellice.... hahaha and my family... and shi xiong... NO PROBLEM larhs! plus a promise made by xijie... i sure try my best not to fall out and get others into trouble... plus i die also make it back in a piece..plus die die also die in singapore than in brunei... right hor?? hahah kaes kaes... a few more hours i will be on my way to airport liao... take care ppl... i will miss ya all... and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

updating myself

2008-02-03T04:32:00.000-08:00

long time never update my blog le~ take this free time to update it again! haha... yup ppl no worries.... i am gettign better i believe with you guys standing ard me.... made me feel the sense of supporting... therefore i won't give up! hmmm last sat was my sis wedding... i enjoyed sho much... really... i almost cried and i seriously think i did cried inside my heart.... haha yarhs someone whom had been by my side always supporting me, my sis, is finally married into a good family... sho happy for her.... haha but still she is my one and only sister.... she still comes back home often to check me out manz... that's my sis! hahaha O...this week book in is a veyr short one... YEAH! hahahaha cos CHINESE NEW YR... yeah is a festival of time when i can meet all my long time no see friends again! hahhaa yeah yeah! wonder if my new yr card can reach everyone on time or not!! hahaha...... BUT sad news i am flying to burnei for training soon! sho SCARY and nevous!!!! SIAN!!! okay time to book in

to forgive and forget

2008-01-20T00:27:00.000-08:00

this week alot of saddening things had happened...... which upset me sho much that this week i was sho relunctant to go out at all with anyone! not even a supper with bing hui and the others....bet no one had exactly know what had happened...... and all they know is these few months of unhappiness had always been from army...and is still true even till today....ask me if i had actually get used to the ppl ard me.... and i can still tell you is a NO NO..... cos they are still making fun of me.... irritating me....to them is a form of enjoyment but to me THEY NEVER KNEW WHAT MY LIMITS....and they always put it on their mouth side claiming this "MINGHUI also had limits de hor" since they knew it...why dun they STOP IT...fuckers! i am seriously very angry! cos i am repeatedly warn them that i seriously do have a limits on the jokes that i can take...dun cross the line! yet they SIMPLY just dun understand SIMPLE ENGLISH nor HOKKIEN nor CHINESE.....they just wan irritate me till i break down ...then they will be laughing there sho HAPPILY..... please dun ask me to look positively anymore.... there are things in the world for no matter how positively you looked at it... IT WILL NEVER TURN FOR THE BETTER instead worst! hmmmmm still having a very long way to go till my NS ends.... haiz.....

Used to be!

2008-01-13T02:00:00.000-08:00

i used to tot all these while that i refused to get along with these ppl was actually me, my thinking~ now i realised it actually wasn't be really... but rather is the ppl there! Is just like the past, whenever i go out with my poly friends, melvin always asked for a grp of ppl.... cos he mind how the stranger in town look at him when out with me...and that's was wat exactly happened this week in camp! little did i know it was the ppl and it wasn't me..... how silly... rather upset... now i really wan to alone and sit quietly with no one disturbing me.... haha worst thing that could have ever happened is that the person or shld i said the ppl whom hurted me....did not realised that they did... and are still laughing on it......

Christmas Awards 2007

2007-12-30T03:45:00.000-08:00

hey hey.... every year mediacorp always have their star awards to give the artist whom had worked hard over the past one year! me too.... have my christmas present gift award 2007 to award the ppl whom had put in GREAT effort in choosing or otherwise other form of appreciation in their xmas gift this yr to me!!!

Most appreciated xmas gift award..... goes to.... BENJAMIN LIU..... omg...this year is the first time i received his xmas present lorhs... and is VERY NICELY WRAPPED... plus he made an effort to wrap with different coloured wrapper to show the different flavours of chocolates he bought - Strawberry or Milk Chocolate...... THIS is very effort!!! This award is SHI ZHI MING GUI (实至名归)

I LOVED MOST xmas gift award......goes to hui wei ....hahha... as usual... she will always get the correct xmas present to give me... guess what... yup is a teddy bear ! muahhaha i just simply loved teddy bear... sho ppl out there.... xmas present or bdae gift.... not sure what to give ... hahaha always give me teddy bear .... it's the safest! hahaha

MOST "CREATIVE" xmas gift award ..... goes to..... LI LING.... whahaha i think is kinda of as usual stuffs for her too isn't it? hahhaa always comes out with the most weird and funny ideas..... this year she went to buy us 2 LARGE BOTTLES OF carrot juice and YAKULT as xmas present.... unique right???not every body have this xmas present except the grp of us!!!

MOST LAST MINUTE xmas CARD award......goes to mei bao is it usual for her??? she scared that i wasn't able to received the xmas card on time... sho she came alll the way to my house and drop it inside my mail box stating is zero cents postage... effort right? hahah thanks mei bao~~~

BEST ADVERTISED xmas CARD award........goes to GRACE AW

... omg this is the most funny xmas card i received.... hahaha and is the second i received in the row!! she used a advertisment plamper to do a xmas card for me.. and that adver was by tangs....sho at that moment i was thinking.... eh??? how come tang got my house add har??? i didn't join their members or what lehs!!! hahaha... and flip over .... it was grace!!! hahaha pretty much appreciated... thanks~

MOST "just trying to entertain US" xmas gift award......EVAN.... omg he forgotten to get a xmas present... haha and he paid 20 bucks extra for the dinner as xmas present.... NO GOOD evan... cos this year BENJAMIN has his effort very much appreciated wors.... sho we expect more to come from you next yr wors!!!

BEST say only xmas gift award......wen kai .... this is the best... tell me xmas will ask me out.... i was waiting at home lorhs.... ahaha just joking larhs... xmas also no one asked me out... tat's why rotting at home... pretending for someone to call me out... sho he is just nice to carry the hei guo!! hahaha.... where my present wenkai??? hahaha never mind...keep it for next yr... make it BIG and loveable for me wors! hahaha

MOST BO XIN xmas gift award.... goes to chee hou and yu qiang.... this is luckly... best went out with them.... they just trying to get sth off the shell as my xmas present... BAD RIGHT???? hahaha... next year must be more effort guys..... cannot always ask me out then trying to get sth off the shell that's a bad practice!!!! hahahhaa

ling yi shi jian~

2007-12-30T03:28:00.000-08:00

i did my guard duty over last fri 28 dec!!! sth scary larhs... as i was doing my second patrolling in the camp site....as i approached the 3rd check point at charlie company.... guess what suddenly 2 stray dogs, a couple, appeared infront of me and my friend!!!!! intially both of us tot that they are going to attack us.... we dun dare to move a single step and we were in stand by position with the baton and my com set to ready ask for help.... AND after a while the male dog seems to be like harmless and happy to be with us.... sho me and my friend tot of that we just walk away slowly... they win't do anything to us.... as we walked they walked.... and they followed us thru out the whole patrolling lorhs..... then when we were done with it.... they were GONE... amazing right... and then morning once my guard duty ends... they appeared again! SHO AMAZING LORHS! hahhaa bet they dog knew sth going to happened to us bahs.... they guard us thru out the duty... I AM SHO BLESSED.... hehehe...thanks dogs!!!

booking in~

2007-12-27T03:20:00.000-08:00

It had been such a long break~~~ haha tonight i will be booking in le..... hmmmm a brand new start for 2008!!! i must jia you and strive on.... since i taken this route there no turn back now.... MINNA..... please support me!!! o yarhs.... as usual... i am still watching my sailormoon... and the joke for the was..... with wendy .... planet knowledge competition... MUHAHHA... and i WON! muhahaha.... thanks to sailormoon i get to know all the planets! haha....www.veoh.com.... this is the webby....got lots of jap cartoon lorhs.... all in JAP!!! that's what i wan manz.... hahaha... must go watch sailormoon o ppl! is VERY NICE...."In the name of the moon, I'll punish you!" muhahaha...... kaes larhs.... nothing to write sho much too... o yarhs.... pray for QUICK RECOVERY for qiao xuan! hmmmmm anymore??? erms..... dun think sho bahs!!! JIA YOU MINGHUI! (HOPE THAT WORKS)

die die must blog today!!!

2007-12-25T05:11:00.000-08:00

haha YESH as to my title of the day.... die die must blog on xmas lehs! memorable! whahaha.... just read s0ng's blog lorhs!!! VERY ANGRY..... he had this particular sentence "I LOST WEIGHT AGAIN..... GREAT YOU'RE ON YOUR WAY TO PES C".... he mentioned 2 particular things which i hate the most..... lost weight and PES C..... just 2 days ago.... on sunday, had a xmas dinner with my family.... sho someone(dun wan mention name) particularly mentioned i become bigger in size... sia larhs!!!!!! i had been trying to slim down sho much....... yet many still says i FAT lorhs...esp my 2ic in 2sir.... KENNETH CHAN K J..... he kept on saying i FAT lorhs... think one day onwards i shall stop eating... and go on diet to maintain my weight!!! NEXT.... i am still chiong sua-ing lehs... kept mentioning PES C lorhs.... hate it... hahaha... anyway that was the route i chose to go too....sho i blame no one..... BUT CAN I DUN GO BURNEI..... sian! hope there got no ka ka (zhang lang aka cockroaches) and is not too dark.... SOBZ.... poor me... why do i have to go thru this!!! okay....all these aside... decided to start a brand new yr.... shldn't kept thinking on the negative side... at least i am trying here!!! go thru these toughest period.. i will grow to become a better person!!! HAIZ... hahaha...... that's me.... said liao... then will still think abt the same old stuffs again!!! boo hoo!!! o yarhs haven take my teddy bear photo..... i wan bring in one to camp lehs... i scared later kena scold! SOBS!

REFRESH 2007~

2007-12-24T05:24:00.000-08:00

MERRY XMAS to all! hahah it had been quite some time since i last update myself.... haha.... actually kinda of lots of things had happened to me recently.... finally pack up my feeling and start a fresh new year!!! let's look back on what had happened since 3 dec~

From 8 dec to 11 dec was my field camp at marshalling.... gosh that's the worst field camp for the time being lorhs! IT RAINED THRU OUT THE WHOLE FIELD CAMP! gosh my shell scarp was over flow with water lorhs... almost wanted to give up at that point of time.... but looking back at how sgt goh(my platoon sgt) and sgt farhan (my sect comm) helped me with my shell scarp is abit rude to give up when others did the shell scrap for you right? hahaa.,... sho in the end i managed thru the WHOLE FIELD CAMP... yarhs! i was quite pretty amazed with myself too!

After which, had celebrate evan birthday on the 15 dec.... as usual!!! we sabo him again with FISH N CO whahaha.... with their unique birthday song "happy birthday WU HA!!!"hahaha..... that's was a memorable night~ lolx....

(2nd photo attached above)

Then on the 19 HUI WEI was back to town again! whaha of cos had went out with her for a xmas dinner tgt with wen kai and yan ping.... very sad to say! i msg-ed sho many ppl... yet only 5 of them replied me.... SOBS.... i sho mei ren yuan mehs! NOW they go out also never call me le.... hahaha i call them also never appeared! SOBS! ..... anyway...... yarhs hui wei bought me another teddy bear of cos... whahah total have 3 le wors! of ultra big size de! next time then take photos for you ppl to see..... hahha... after the dinner went for a kbox session to destress.... as usual (1st photo attached above)

THEN as usual... i fall sick again on fri!!! sucks... high fever and flu... sho had a stay home weekend.... hahaha.... okay larhs... dun write too much le... if not all will fall asleep le.... hahaha ppl out there enjoy your xmas .... kaes? hahaha as for me ... as usual.... a stay home xmas again this year! hahaha.... no one asking me out sia! sobs!!! just joking.....

tiring~

2007-12-03T01:43:00.000-08:00

it has been a rather tiring week for me.... crying doesn't seems to be the only way out.... think is time i do sth for myself le... be it what sho ever the outcome might be.... i have to do a part for myself le~ Tml will be my final try.... real final le.... haiz.... field camp coming up.... what's worst is after field camp i can't go home... STUPID CO made me go for RT.... sho clever right? there he is enjoying himself! making me suffer right? think i goh minghui liang de xu ming orhx..... i shall make him pay for what he did!!!!!

MORE HAPPENING

2007-12-01T00:36:00.000-08:00

omg... this whole week was night mare ....! NIGHT MARE!!! i cried quite a few nights.... the new co that came was trying to be funny..... he made some of us (particulary the SISPEC UFC) stayed back over the weekend to do rt!!! I DUN WAN! all i asked for is nothing much and not greedy only to book out every fri night... yet now... they made my weekend sucks.... i am willingly to chiong for them! just i ask for is booking out on every fri night and that's all... is it too greedy! not as in i wan everyday 8 to 5! i am not asking for tt... i only wan to go home more often that's all! yesterday me and joey saw on newspaper... one of our friend whom went to saf ward for help, had died. SAF did not help him much and actually push him off the corner and he chosed the wrong path and end his whole life... is saddening.... just hope this would be a better route for him then! god bless~

sick!!!

2007-11-11T00:45:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i am down with heavy flu today agin.... which makes me very sluggish and relunctant to go out..... hmmmm today was supposly to accompany my mum to go make new cloths for my sis wedding but rather i was sho tired and sick because of this stupid flu i gave it a pass..... SOBS.... kinda of feeling sad... hmmmmm but guess is okay... hahaha... since i will see it also once is done! hmmm sho i shall take this time to rest and recuperate ..... okay time is flying again... especially on the day for booking in! SIAN... but no worry... hope i will continue to strive on... and i won't push myself too far this time round... ahhahaha.... kaes kaes.... dun know what to do now... shall go back to sleep again... oopz....

(negative)(negative) = POSITIVE

2007-11-04T01:38:00.000-07:00

MUHAHAHA.....thanks guys and gals.... seriosuly thanks.... at the lowest time of my whole life... i see light and hope.... thanks..... hope this time round i do have the courage to continue move on for whatever obstacles there is lying just in front of me..... RIFLEMAN.... here i come!

Anyway, thanks minna..... mei bao, hui xiang...jere...fel....junjie.... for the monoploy game .... hahah and the presents.... it maybe just a simple game but definetly a very fun game.... joy and laughter were everywhere filled my house.... thanks!!!

AND of cos..... li ling, janice, amanda, ellice, benjamin..... thanks for everything..... haha without you guys i seriously will not be able to find back the old self me.... thanks minna!!! MUHAHAHA..... i seriously loved the photos and chocolate you ppl gave me... is a memorable gift.... and at that same old place we had our dinner..... let's make there our meeting place for dinner in the future!

AND of cos... this year birthday got 2 BAD PPL haven wish me happy birthday..... dun pretend you dun know who you are..... XIJIE AND BERNARD...... humph.... all is late comers!!! hahaha o yarhs..... one touching stuffs.... even TABS SMS ME ON TIME KAES...you guys hor... ultra mei liang xin!!!!

ANYWAY...thanks mummy for her effort in the kfc delievery! whahaha making my birthday a child like one.... I LOVE THIS YEAR CELEBRATION ALOT.... it maybe a very simple one.... but it is a def much more meaningful one thank any one i had in the past..... i see hope and light for the future..... thanks sis for her AWEFULLY CHOCOLATE cake... moi favorite... hahahha

THANKS EVERYONE WHOM HAD MADE MY BIRTHDAY AN UNFORGETTABLE ONE

my birthday~

2007-10-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

it had been quite some time since i last wrote.... and yesh.... for ppl whom are concern i am STILL in rifleman! is a fact!had lots of mixed feeling over these past few weeks.... be it whether i can or cannot...! HAIZ.....do i really wan to continue?? it has been a question "travelling" ard my mind for many weeks.... and i still don't have an answer to it.... be it a solution or what sho ever! hmmmmmm every time at home... i will have enough encouragement from myself to tell myself.... to carry on.... and stop thinking abt down pes-ing.... but when is inside CAMP.... o gosh that dun works.... can someone tell me why??? HAIZ...... all these by the side... my birthday is ard the corner.... really dun knwo what i wan.... i have quite a few wishes in my mind.... firstly, pray that my skin complexion will turn for the better....stay mei mei KAES? hmmmm secondly, and obviously...hope my 2 yrs of NS will ENDED fast! hmmmm then..... mahs..... hope my uni studies will be great... in terms of results and many others.... haha... lastly, of cos good health to my family members! hmmmmm maybe shld i say to myself now JIA YOU.... but tml morning once i back to camp... i will see for myself if i can JIA YOU or not!!!!

event????

2007-10-27T00:58:00.000-07:00

boo hoo~ long time never blog le.... recently... was rather down on luck..... sian.... but guess it gonna be okay manz.... hahaha i have been watching the romantic princess on youtube... is very nice!!! serious! is very nice...all must go watch kaes.... and also...catch up on my SAILORMOON! oops... hehe...my childhood favourite cartoon.... haha miss the good old days.... Yesteray went to q for the donuts factory at suntec...manz.... it taste like heaven .... it's a pity that i forgotten to taek a photo of it.... but guess is okay.... hehe that's the veyr first present i gave myself for my birthday....something to be sad abt! my birthday i gonna spend it inside CAMP! gosh! is the worst night mare of my live! sobs...... hope it will turn out fine and great for me taht day! hehe......

save me please .....o help me please!

2007-10-14T20:28:00.000-07:00

o gosh...my last day at home again! ppl asking me how's rifleman training? SHIONG hor? i was like... trying to bluff myself again... "NOT REALLY LARHS..... seems quite slack to me" actually is NOT.... o please..... i this kind of ppl.... says not shiong.... confirm is bluff ppl de lehs! haiz..... i still quite reluctant to go back today!....is not sian or what.... is the fear.... i also tot that it might be becos i rest too long... sian to go back.... but i know it isn't.... i still fear of going back to that environment...not just the ppl...the environment the type of training i am going to receive!!!!! o please...if someone is kind enough can save me? AND HELP ME.... please!!!!

This is an addtional post...! i just woke up from a nap! was it? not really.... can't really get into sleep..... all my mind is thinking.... and thinking.... i know you guys will say i have been thinking too much.... but i seriously hate to go back... i dun wan to go back.... i wan to be out of there.... no rifle man for me.... do any one understand my feeling? I had been doing 善事 for sho many yrs of my life.... whatever retribution that shld fall on me... shld have already casted on me... why am i still suffering this... is 2 yr ... i seriously dun wan this 2 yr to be miserable.... then when ppl asked me... what is pulling me back... i not even sure... i tot was the ppl... then again i added on... could it be the environment too! NOW? i dun even know what's had been the fear factor in me! for all i know i only wan to be out of there.... i dun wan to stay there anymore! not even for a second more.... but can't tml i will be out for field camp.... i tot i was like mentally prepared... then come to think again.... most proably i had been thinking too much... i am still not physically prepared... needless to say even my mental state now!

out for action!

2007-10-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

today went out with eugene to KBOX.... destress!!! quite effective.... even till now still have 后遗症of singing songs....esp ah mei's song...!!! hahaha... tried out quite a few new songs like agent J hahaha get me kinda of high....

anyway.... i bought new pair of slipper.... shall take photo tml hahaha.... and post it up.... LOVE the diamond(fake) thingy that's on the shoe! is damn NICE!

hahaha..... kaes larhs... seriously.... my mood today did get better think is that kbox did wonder! hahaha..... thanks eugene... thanks for coming down to visit me and your concern..... without him ard and ling han and wei han i seriously dun think i will be able to make it thru.... wei han.... field camp is coming.... you are back to my buddy again... hope both of us will make thru this 2 yrs.... and do ourselves proud.... more than anybody.....

still some i had told them what exactly had happened to me over the past weekend.... thanks for all for the concern..... ellice and li ling.... great BUDDY manz....... is okay that you gals missed my call... but i always know you gals always have me in your concern! THANKS....

s0ng..... you too! hahaha in time to come your turn to go bmtc liao hor? hahha enjoy the time you had now.... go oversea and enjoy... dyed your hair and stuffs.... once you gave your pink ic.... there your cv live gone.... and i am serious!!! dun end up like me..... i am suffering now... even if today i am happy..... times to come back to camp again.... i think i might still ended up the same.... but let's hope not... i promised lots of ppl esp my sis... i will try....for no matter how unwilling i am.... if really can't make it.... i believed in this.... believed that everyone ard me esp my sis will help me out of this rifle man thingy!

yesterday someone had told me that going to ocs is a pride and dream of every man! i dun think sho actually .... cos i seriously think that time time round manpower had actually just put anybody who had passed ippt into ocs ...which is actually a NO NO.... case.... see.... ocs = officer is meant for ppl who is both physically and mentally (brain) fit..... you must have both result and fittness to be known as officer isn't it? hahaha that's why... i am not suppose to be one of them! COS I AM NOT PHYSICALLY FIT.... sho can someone help me out for rifleman??? PLEASE!!! May god bless me .....

back in action

2007-10-12T06:50:00.000-07:00

if you wondering where the hell i had been over the past weeks.... i had been hospitalised~ in AH..... dun worry ppl.... i am doing fine over here.... monday i will be back to camp at ang mo kio for real time action.... my new vocation is rifle man.... at amoy quee camp.... i seriously dun like the environment....the people.... however the training? still not sure yet.... as i was hospitalised.... i never really went into the training yet.... sho it still rather early if i now were to said i hate the training... BUT i seriously have great dislike to the people and environment...is rather run down...and ppl there is ALL MONO INTAKE....

Someone just talked to me over msn... telling me... if is that minghui he knows...he said that minghui will sure make it.... but that minghui that was sho motivated and cheerful is no long there.... when i back in camp i seriously can't bring myself to smile....

life sucks to the core!

2007-09-30T04:16:00.000-07:00

today was simply a very bad day for me~ having all the different feeling mixed all up! was rather pretty bad! AH KOR (bernard) where are you? sobs.... hmmmm but anyway thanks to eugene and ling han whom had cheer me up over the weekend... what's even make me more happy was ling han is in ocs under confinement he still sms me everyday to check me out..... that's rather touching..... that's why till now i still prefer bmt than any other stuffs.... tml i will be reporting to new unit wondering what my vocation had actually screwed up my weekend.... thinking won't help .... alot of ppl had told me tt... and i knew tt.... but simply i just can't stop thinking the negative side ~ you guys must be wondering who is ling han right?? and eugene right? there they are!!!!

sad, stress... and all the mixed feeling!!!!

2007-09-29T03:10:00.000-07:00

Recently according to my posting i was posted to SISPEC for training as a 3rd sgt.... but now! hahhaa i got a ffi that's was on pending when i went in... sho ard wed i went for this ffi at the Medical center in SISPEC.... yet the result turn out was BAD... i failed my ffi.... and i become UFC (Unfit For Course)..... and hence yesterday i received my new posting to 2SIR at Ang Mo Kio (Amoy Quee Camp) which is INFANTRY for rifle man! SUCKS..... now i just hoping not to kena rifle man!! is like if i am unfit for SISPEC...what makes me fit for rifle man right? STUPID RIGHT? makes no sense to me..... is not like as though i wan to be unfit... since what is done cannot be undone... now is wait till mon and see how...and see how god is making fun of me...or see if god is helping me to get a good post like personal assistant or clerk~

another day just at home

2007-09-19T05:38:00.000-07:00

bored!~ hahhaa today mahs! didn't actually do much...beside polishing of my boots AGAIN! and that's it.... finished with packing of the NS stuffs preparing for the new unit arrival~~ nothing much! was trying to find some stuffs to do... and suddenly remember one of my fav pastime... READING S0ng's blog.... guess what.... he had listen all my fav s0ngs there larhs! ah mei!!! fan fan~~~ and jolin!!! whahaha i simply waiting for 21 to come..sho jolin album will be on the shelf.... next 28 for kelly 2nd album!!! and that's it....!!! hahha.... it had been sho long since i last really took a nap at home... that was like 3 months back! o gosh! whahaha my unit posting is out soon! kinda of dun know what to do.... i dun wan kena those stupid unit like rifle man... i kena tt i rather go SISPEC or OCS...eh! just joking... but i hate rifle man! can't NS give me better choice ....like making use of my brain! rather than my muscle! haha...

POP lorhs

2007-09-17T00:16:00.000-07:00

finally.... waiting for months to come... I finally POP lorhs! whahaha~~ but kinda of sad as my bunk mates are going on to other places in singapore and it will be kinda of tough to meet up again in the near furture.... miss them lots.... haha wei han even sms me after pop... he thanks me for being his buddy but i think i shld be the one thank-ing him for bring my buddy.... as everyone knows i am sho childish and loves to sing song even though i sang it damn NAN TING... he still pong chang! hahhaa thanks buddy! and all the best for your posting.... hahaha must thanks alot of ppl manz.... zi wei for his encouragement thru out ths bmt phase... ah ben and seng!!! this 2 brothers whom brighter up my lives in NS...with jokes and still jokes..... hahhaa.... jerome... haha MIGHTY MOUSE.... of cos for his strength.... in lots of stuffs.... wei an daniel, angus for anything and EVERYTHING.... last of all..... THANKS ling han... for his help whenever area cleaning is there... hahaha this memories will last guys..... first phase of our NS might had just ended with a full stop. BUT seriously hope anyone of us will continue the story and let this story never come to a season finale! kaes???

confinement

2007-08-24T19:09:00.000-07:00

this week is my confinement week..... which i am sho angry abt.... i mean yesh of cos i deserve to be punish cos my rifle kena stunned.... but the problem is.... my PS is placing me on a stupid long confinement ...when my rifle is only kena stunned once while others is like sho many time... yet their confinement is shorter.... NS seriously sucks....when you have one PS that wayang sho much in front of others.... and OTHERS PS of other plt also wayang..... and when this whole grp of wayang ppl come tgt seriously you wun have any good life at all! stupid right?

BACK

2007-08-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

WOW.... minghui is back in actions again.... now mahs! hahaha just booked out yesterday today decided to fully rest at home..cos field camp just over and i am rather tired.... haha.... POP is ard the corner this book in i will be doing live firing... o gosh.... scary right? this few weeks of NS had actually tired me out alot... cos for my life i hadn't been really training myself physically like EVERYDAY! hahaha... but is rather enjoyable... becos of my great bunk mates! those crappy ones.... but think of it... i still missed my poly life... missing those days crapping, going out tgt... studying in the library! ah kor helping me carry laptop..... quarrelling with hui wei.... sat and sun out with aiqi yuyi and all..... haha.... those are the days manz..... recently seriously nothing to update...cos is all abt NS life... kinda of boring lorhs.... hahah think of it... some of them still haven really come to an idea of why are they inside doing all these stuffs! amazing right? even myself when i get tired out.... i will start asking the same old question again and again repeatly!

last post

2007-06-13T20:11:00.001-07:00

last post of the month.... otday i am reporting for ns liao... kinda of feeling weird... but was alright..... to all... thanks for all the great moments.... melvin ..... thanks... ah kor... haha thanks for carrying my bag and lappy always.... bing hui.... thanks too... for always being irritating and bullying me... HUI WEI... not forgeting you.... THANKS... for the help care and concern.... yan ping chang yee py and lala.... you gals are great! thanks manz.... KENNY.... you too thanks lots.... xi jie not forgeting you too... yesterday all of us had formally graduated from ngee ann..... another door of our life had just appeared..... step forward guys... i bless everyone good luck and wish you all well for everything you do! MISS YA....

and to all... mei bao jere... hui xiang.... fel~~~ joanna... aq yt yy melissa... bixia wendy...and eva... you gals are DAMN GREAT too.... thanks for everythings!

JAP CLASS PPL.... li ling ellica amanda janice benji! evan~ thanks..for all the meals... memories... ahaha and my name beng niu niu... see ya guys when i am out again... 30 june... waits for my botak okay! whahaha

see ya!

snow white~

2007-06-04T22:43:00.000-07:00

today mahs! haha kinda of boring too... BUT yesterday was great...went to watch SHERK 3 finally!!! early in the morning.... hahah the counter personal also very funny.... she repeated my order for 4 to 5 times.... this is how it goes~ can I have ticket for sherk 3 at 10 am?..... "I repeat your order sir, a ticket for sherk 3 at 10...." and i goes...yarhs!.... after paying up she repeated AGAIN...." sir, just to double confirm ticket for sherk 3 at 10?" ... and i replied "YESH".... before she even gave me the ticket she goes again..."sir, your ticket for sherk 3 at 10!" OMG lorhs.... haha... anyway sherk 3 is DAMN nice... those who didn't go with me.. or decided to PS me... haha you guys missed out a damn nice kiddy show... I LOVE SNOW WHITE from today onwards... in the movie.. snow white.. got a damn bad attitdue lorhs... one chao ah LIAN... damn funny....from yesterday on... she has been my next idol... haha.... When i come talking abt the movie.. i will get excited again... almost fall asleep just now~ sho SLEEPY... and bored... shld i go to sleep? BUT IS FATTENING wors! haha....feel like going oversea again..... BUT HOR... haiz...~~~ you guys shld know!

wed.... movie day~

2007-05-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

today weather was rather cold.... it was raining kind of heavy in the morning... but i LOVE it.... haha i seriously like rainy days.... hahha... today mahs... meeting up with my jap classmate for movie... BUT NOT SHERK 3... sobs... haha yesterday didn't went to watch sherk 3 alone actually... instead i went home to pack my room... haha my bro yesterday went for honey moon le... sobs... my house is another 2 person LESSER.... and my bro-in-law went overseas for work also... left me and my sis... SOBS..... sho every now and then only 2 of us ...going out together.... haha.... was wondering what shld i do on fri then? wanted to get ppl otu with me... but to think abt it... NAHS...later i get upset and angry again... then ppl say i wu li qu nao.... BETTER GO OUT ALONE... haiz....

feeling down

2007-05-28T20:07:00.000-07:00

Was really wondering shld i update over here again? decided to do it AGAIN... yarhs that's some how or rather is me.... always dun mean what i said! when i say dun need to accompany me... I SERIOUS MEAN ALOT IN ACCOMPANY ME... hahaha funny right? anyway recently... alot of unhappy stuffs had been happening to me... and once i received this email which stated dun let the unhappiness rooted in you.... and therefore you will live more happily... i decided to ignore whatever that had happened... and treat it as nothing had happening.. and tour ard SINGAPORE.... over the next few days! amazing isn't it? hahha....yeah! i message royston these few days... but my buddy din't seems to be replying me.. HE MUST HAD WENT OVERSEAS WITHOUT TELLING ME! humph! haha never mind larhs.... this few days really dun know what to do... but dun wish to go out with anyone... AHHHHHHHHHHH how? but i really still wana watch sherk 3! i can't miss this out... i had been watching all along... i serious wan to watch!!!! sobs.... i only say dun need ppl accompany... really turn out to be nobody accompany me!!! humph! nobody know i dun mean what i said mehs?

existence?

2007-05-27T06:19:00.000-07:00

today was rather a painful day for me... firstly.... supposed LIJI had promise me to go watch sherk 3 PS me again! haha okay that's was fine... then went out shopping...focus wasn't on me... when i trying to share my trip experience with others yet they change topic...and talking abt going OVERSEAS my very first reaction was NOT AGAIN... everyone only TALKS and with no actions...! alot of ppl had promise me alot of stuffs .... go oversea must call me along... chocolates drinks... meal... movie... and alot of stuffs.... WHO REALLY HAD WANTED TO FULFILL THE PROMISE.... to me intially promise was tot to be something wonderful to me.. now haha.... no longer anymore... feeling my existence is again being ignored with no one knows! hmmmm only a movie I had to FORCED.... haha almost cried while on my way back... i was sitting alone no one even bother to stand on my side at least accompany me.. yet talking loudly behind... next!!!! everyone just tot i am TIRED but in fact i am not... cos i was asked to go out...but AGAIN attention wasn't on me... they just called me out cos they wan to fulfill their promise... who in this world had really fulfill what they had promised to me... NONE..... if they really have the heart i will accept all the promises they wanted to fulfilled... but none... i dun feel the SINCERLY there at all! recently... even asking yy or aq to go out becoming a stress.... drifting apart is the first thing next... nobody knows what i wan..... only mei bao hui xiang jere and jun yan knows what i wan bahs... at times when i said i wan watch or do certain stuffs... no matter how jun yan and mei bao or even jere dun like.... especially jun yan will still accompany me... and that's what i do... even i know i am sick or tired... i still go out... but no one will notice that i am actually sick! think tue no matter what i will stick to me original plan of watching sherk 3 .... alone sho what.... at least i do put myself in the centre of attention... out with others who will... let's say now.... no one even bother to care whether how am i feeling.... sick and tired... believed today will be my last day of blogging...found my purpose of blogging is losing it effects... i wanted to share my feeling with others sho ppl will care.... think i will stick back to my dairy... at least I CARE FOR MYSELF..... drifting more and more apart from the others le...going out with the others seems to be a stress to me more than fun... cos i can no longer be the centre of attention of everyone......

back~

2007-05-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

hahah blogging time again..... lots of ppl must be wondering is my trip fun or not right? YUP is pretty fun with all the excitement of dangerous and advanturous stuffs.... hahaha update you guys asap once my unpacking and stuffs is done!

从师城到台北

2007-05-14T07:05:00.000-07:00

boo to all.... finally leaving for taiwan... muahhaa... yarhs guess what kor (bernard) he sms-ed me.... lolx... first lehs... he seldom sho effort de lorhs... hahah touch! hahaha.... anyway thanks to all who wish me good luck! whahaha YEAH.... manx... bing hui going there too.... hahaha he meeting me for A DAY! lolx... yarhs... one day only... lolx..... meeting my ma ma san too... for shi lin ye shi! whahaha ma ma san... i missed you! hhahaha...... going to buy famous amos there for her! whahaha... and ellice de sub way! lolx... hope i can leave house early and buy for them! hahaha...... hope everyone will miss me... MUST MISS ME KAES.... hahaha...... okay shall continue to blog when i am back...... my advanture trip to taiwan starts tml at 1 pm from changi airport terminal one! JIA YOU MING HUI!!!

packing

2007-05-08T07:09:00.000-07:00

Days to taiwan is coming even much more nearer! whaha... was kinda of busy packing recently.. hahaha and calculating my budget... haha cos this is a backpack! whaha sho if i can successfully keep below budget YEAH.. this will be a success manz.. haha s0ng.. yarhs.. going oversea AGAIN.. haha aiyah.. i stressed mahs.. go overseas to destressed.. when your exam are over.. you will also go travel ard the world.. haha...~~but hor.. s0ng.. you went to place like vienna.. BUT me only went to LC places like taiwan and china and others lorhs.. hehe... bleah~kaes kaes.. tired le.. tml shall touch on stuffs like where i will be going.. MUAHAHAHA

a turn point

2007-05-03T07:59:00.000-07:00

recently... kinda of down on luck still.... but looking on the bright side of life...today was walking... and cried halfway dun know why.... just feels damn stressed up...wanna take a break...but infact i am having a break... lolx... sho i was thinking yarhs it's gotta be me thinking too much and stuffs.... same old day...it rained today....but today this rain had made me straigthen quite a lot of my thoughs....dun always be pissed of what ppl had done to me.... sho what..... what had been done cannot be undone...sho ignore... and take a deep breathe.... haha also kinda of thank yan ping called me making her first move.... now... i am lesser of anger...more of happiness.... old minghui is gotta be back soon... beware! whahaha lolx.....

labour day!

2007-04-30T21:05:00.000-07:00

yeah! today labor day...... off.... finally.... whahah take a break .... haha recently went out...with melvin and xi jie and SHERYL.... haha it was really very fun and enjoyable.... had been at least one month since we last met.... haha yeah sheryl still sho funny... haha and yesh...melvin is still that irritating....while xijie mahs... still one ah beng! oops... haha but they are simply... reallly great friends... whahhaah and the chocolate fudge cake still taste sho NICE... haha okay now i am chatting with LIJI... lolx... he is in taiwan! whahaa long time never meet him le... when he is back..shall get him and yuyi and others out hor??? yuyi? haha..... kaes kaes.... blog tml again! recently nothign much is happening... only the days to taiwan is getting near....every one please pray for me!

when will all these end?

2007-04-25T07:22:00.000-07:00

o gosh..... recently was really very suai.... last week.... when i was cooking some stuffs burned my hand! NOW having a scar! sian....today.... was stapling some stuffs for my students... i cut my finger!!! o gosh.... then yesterday when i went out.... it raining damn heavily... o gosh...when will my suai days end! whaha... okay larhs... i will keep my mind set on the positive side... one day!!! my luck will turn for the better! haha......

haha anyway... wow i was sho surprised yesterday went tabby came and ask me sth... o gosh.. i really do have lots of zhong shi reader..... this inculdes JO and s0ng... omg... i never know WEN KAI is one of them too! haha... sho shocked! lolx... hey...wen kai...thanks hor... for reading my blog...and ask tabby those questions! lolx....

MAY is on its way!

2007-04-22T07:10:00.000-07:00

haha blogging time.... o gosh... received a few complain! JO: "you like long time never blog le lehs!!!" haha...sorry JO... haha dun have that passion recently lehs! whaha..... okay larhs... will blog more often to keep everybody update..mainly is becos recently... having sore thoart then next having flu... gosh kept getting sick recently... but from LI LING " normal larhs.... minghui dun get sick not ming hui le mahs" haha true... flu mahs... sho common! haha...okay... since last friday had been down on luck... really suai! everythign is goign so wrong.. hate it.... but thanks to yuyi... JO, dap, sheryl melvin.... haha jj..... who cared abt me.... hahha.... doing much better le...wow today i very happy... haha it had been a veyr long time since got so many ppl talking to me le.... haha and caring...since that veyr last incident very little ppl had came and talked to me... o yarhs... ahaha today scan lots of reports for ms jodie haha...and also sent some email to ppl like jere... qiao ling jie, hui wei and tabby.... OMG....tabby got bf lorhs! whaha sho envy... haha and seriously feel great for her... may god last her relationship..and i believed it will.... jia you o tabs~ whahaha... so updates over the week.... beside suai sth nice do happened too... haha i went sentosa ! whaha i love those pick dolphins they are sho cute... haha and those sea angel... they look great too.... ahhaa... hope to be one of those marine life one day too... of cos not caught and display in the underwater world larhs... but like dolphins... travelling across many oceans sea.... rivers... haha enjoy every part of the world... isn't tt great? whaha.... MAY is coming le...time do flies sometimes... haha my days are getting closer le! whaha.. anyway sth great to share... haha i almost to my target le...50 kg... haha a few bits more to go... hahha jia you for me kaes~~~

my effort....my hardwork

2007-04-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

okay blogging time again... w00ts.... yesterday was somehow a fun day.... i finally had met those ppl whom i long time never see like mei fang and li si... and de neng... hahha.... yesterday was my N class bbq... was rather fun...though i turned up LATE....sobs... haha.... had many many nice food..thanks to jun yan and hui xiang... our great cook manz... haha.. was chattign with hui xaing over msn yesterday night? shld be today morning..... ard 1 am plus.... talking abt the pass.... though he come the long way round...but sho what...as long as he make it in his life... no matter what route he took...he is still the best..is character that's matters...at least... he is an honest and nice man... better than others... who forgets friends...or never stand by my side when i down or what... and never ask me out... (shall not mention who) haha... anyway... ALL the best hui xiang... haha he was saying that i am great! i was like no larhs... is actually i heng.... remember the past... i was in pri 4 that was when my granny passed away.... thanks her for her blessing... my streamig mark is 201/400 just nice for em2.... and for PSLE ..thanks her too.... achieved 165 though i enter normal acad... thanks her too... managed to went up express... did well in my O level.... but unluckly... my another granny passed away.... without having a chance to see me excel in my poly... for where i standing today... i thanks... my 2 granny.... received my graduation stuffs last week.... stating YEAH MAN... i made it.... CERTIFICATE OF MERIT... yeah~~~ finally... my sky is opening...from then till now... really...thanks to my 2 granny blessing.... even me myself.. i am shocked with today result i am achieving... last time tot... maybe ITE come out then work le...never expect myself to be sho heng to get into uni! (",)v..... hehehe..... great pose isn't it? haha.....

cockroaches!

2007-04-08T06:09:00.000-07:00

okay... on fri night something bad had happened...a cockroach appeared in my house... this reminds sth... kor promised if i see cockroach in my house...scream loud loud..he try to come over my house catch it! but that day.. SCREAM damn loud also no one to the recuse...daddy and mummy not home... sho i got 3 dictionary tied them up.. and HO OH... drop it down... it flatten the cockroach actually but i scare it haven died..sho did sth stupid... i stand on the dictionary to ensure it really DIED..... hmmm BUT i am not heavy must emphasis...!! i am only 52 kg.... trying damn hard now... with slimming pills and tea and excersing 3 times a weeks...to get to 50... waist is now back to 27!!! SOON... i will be slim again!!! okay back to topic.... then that friday night had really bad nightmare... kena karma.... having lots of cockroaches...attacking me... and is all baby cockroaches..! i think the cockroach i killed... is female one bahs! then was shouting and shouting... sho the very next day... my mood is damn bad... that's why didn't turn up for yit hann's performmance..and went shopping..after came home.... ard 9 plus? hmmm then watch tv and stuffs... then till sleeping time... my dad and mum came over my room...asked me go sleep with them,... haha think they realised i had been moody and having bad dreams... it had been ard half a year since i last slept tgt with them... HEHE... still like a baby? haha that's me.... ahha sho today my mood is really very good... cos once again i feel love is in the air..... today is easter day..happy easter day to all~ hmmm and yup.... kor promise with a big big chocolate egg for me... and bi xia for a kinda bureno... haha and OF COS... melvin with his chinese tea eggs! lolx... looking forward to kor de chocolate egg! whaha he better dun break his promise...! and hor... melvin can i have the tea eggs less tea flavour... or normal one egg will do also can! OOPS... hehe

missing the good old days~

2007-04-07T05:17:00.000-07:00

muhaha... today morning went out with jun jie and mei bao for breakfast... it had been a very long time.. since i had been meeting friends just for breakfast or lunch..and chit chatting... who says... when friends go out must be a movie or shopping? haha... i personally think breakfast is a nice activity to meet up with friends and sing song chi chat! whaha.... okay shall find ppl like xi jie melvin kenny....bing hui and kor along one day.... o yarhs of cos...dearest grace and yin xian... sorry hor..always drop you gals de plane... will make up to it once you gals exams are over kaeS? haha.... o yarhs.... today evening shld be at the concert supporting yit hann's performance... btu was simply lazy to go to toa payoh! wahah.... was at orchard and decided to shop ard~ sorry that's me somehow.... that's why...when royston always post on his blog for his performance.. i never turn me... cos dun really like those performance..... hahaha... is not boring... but not my cup of tea...sorry yit hann...!!! okay... today pack my room AGAIN...haha think my room is damn neat le... but when ever i am moody i tends to pack room.... clean some stuffs... looking at photos.... haha... that's what i usually do to fa xie... haha...kaes kaes... today just another normal and peaceful day for me... just hope that time could actually bring my pain and disappoinment away... o yeah... heidi will be back on monday! hahaha...~~

busy?

2007-04-05T21:05:00.000-07:00

haha... was thinking some stuffs yesterdya night..... i must cut that habit of kou shi xin fei... i told a particular person that actually i am not angry.. BUT i am still very angry and disappointed over that person.. and that person shld know me well that i meant the oppsite way mahs! at least htta person shld like... ask me to go out.. to compensate the pang seh right? hmmmm def.. that person is a WOODEN BLOCK... HUMPH! and i also cannot go tell that person.. hey you are suppose to ask me out .. cannot right? sho mei gu qi.... at least shld be that person to open the mouth bahs.. not me.. BLEAH! humph!

anyway today wasn't really a good day for me.. yesterday night then my mum come and tell me today going to shao mu! o gosh.... today was planning to go to work.. pass time to 2 then go celebrate mel's birthday now.. it seems to be in the oppsite way... gosh.. hope i am able to make it at night for the dinner celebration.. tml mahs! a boring day beside at night got concert... haha.. YEAH.. then sun.... SERIOUSLY i am going to Q for my donut.. i wan to eat! if that person who pang seh me.. and you do read my blog... please be automatic ask me out.. and haha if you really are that nice.. get me the donut!! please! haha.... better stop here... if not i am climbing over ppl head again... haha...~ by the way.. like never had any news from melvin le hor? haha... soon must ask him and sheryl out le... haha.. anyway.. must really thank melvin.. during that emo period.. it was him whom let me know that i do have a good friend to turn you... i turn to someone and kena pang seh... really dissapointed.. sho melvin better dun pang seh me at my most sad period.. if not i sure kill him! hmmm luckly... this whole week.. nothing much is happening.. beside i am sick.. if nto i think i really can't take it anymore...

recently.. my whole family is sho busy over my brother's wedding... no one even care abt me.. last time.. if i still haven back home by 10... my mum will sure call me.. now.. not even a call a day!!! GOSH.. i usally go shopping alone at bugis after work.. to pass time.. seriously i wan to get ppl attention to me.. but the fact is that.. no... no one is noticing me again... am i really that small for ppl to notice.. I WAN ATTENTION...!!!!!

a long long journey~

2007-04-04T17:38:00.000-07:00

it had been almost a week since i last blog~ haha... this few days was really terrible for me... having a veyr bad cough.... which is getting from bad to worst... today O manz... I having a little fever.... dun knwo what's happening to me... perhaps.... is due to lots of stuffs that's happening recently... really not feeling very good... HAIZ...what to do then? haha... but my mood yups... i think it did get abit better.... haha... not really very sure too...

on last monday (2/4) jun yan knew i wasn't very happy... decided to accompany me to watch my fav movie... NINJA TURTLE... haha wanted to watch that long ago... but no one wans to acc me to watch.... approach 2 people... but they CLAIMED to be busy... dun wan watch..sho jun yan knew i was moody and decided to watch with me... tgt with mei bao and felicia..of cos... ching bee.... haha....

tue mahs.... met up my sis.... o gosh... and that very day... was really sad... cos.. my sis was asking me when am i going to oversea tgt with my friends... O GOSH how??? i dun know how to tell my family that ... actually i am travelling alone... if i says that... seriously i can give up on travelling le... they sure wun allow... but these few days...my dad had been asking me.... and my mum too! how??? die larhs.... sian... think will still lie to them bahs...! haha... no choice...~~

sho wed...(yesterday) hmmmm went out with my friends to shop for 2 presents... haha for one of which tml we are celebrating...haha the other one is today...actually... recently... beside on days that there are special occasion like birthday...no one had actually been asking me out... SOBS... and again if i state my existence had been ignore again.... lots of ppl will then come talk to me...for that day only... then everyone will be gone again... WHY? sho fake!~ haiz....why can't be there a person... (actually there is joanna...but she working OT recently lehs) who talk to me everyday.. AT LEAST a HI and good night bahs? haha... that's why these few days..did even bother to online at all...cos no one will notice my existance! sobs... worst.... someone had told me..... yesterday everyone wanted to see me smile again.... WHO? who will be so nice to wan to see me smile again? WILL I? dun think sho... really lots of stuffs had happened... was really dissapointed... they only thing i wan to think of... is to get well... had been sick for 2 weeks... BUT think to cure myself... believe i must get the load off my mind first... which i think i can't.... still veyr angry and dissapointed in 2 ppl..... but still not so angry and dissapointed as compared to last week! kaes... shall go take medicine! (went to see doctor for 2 times le lorhs...)

waiting and waiting......still waiting

2007-03-29T18:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was simply too tired to get myself switch on the com..and start blogging.... now mahs.. working larhs of cos... but still blog.. hahaa.....yesterday was a series of events happening... of cos after work..went with my family for the food tasting at the waterfront hotel for my brother's wedding dinner....... enjoyable! haha

today mahs.. feeling damn unwell.... having sore throat... damn not feeling well...hmmm.... hope there is someone who is attentive enough to send me an sms to ask abt me..! SOBS... haha.. okay time for lunch~

back from lunch le.... wasn't feeling any better! ahhaa... 4 more hours to go.. !!!ahaha..tonight got mid night sales! no matter how sick i am! tonight... must go shopping... this week was kinda of sad week...firstly.. kena pang seh by a group of friends..whom agreed initially to go korea...now no more...then next... a person whom suppose to meet me.... failed to turn up (still very disspoaint in him... but he dun even know is him.... !!! gosh~ he is a wooden block).... now sick... sho shopping is the only way to destress myself.... this window has been opened since early this morning..and i am still blogging.. omg... an hour more to knock off.. and SHOP... haha... all this must be blame to the person whom drop my plane.. is his fault.. make me sho stress! haha...

kinda of having this feeling... and urge.. i wanna eat DONUT FACTORY de hazenut donut... it look damn nice.... yum yum... haha okay next next week.. i go q and buy! muahaha... ~

Mr Bean's Holiday = Mine HOLIDAY?

2007-03-28T07:37:00.000-07:00

o manz.... had just watched mr bean today...damn funny..quite like the small little that is in the movie... ahhaa.... is really a veyr nice movie..guys must go watch o... haha... was very glad that melvin and sheryl had invited me over for this movie.... at leats for this particular moment... i know who to turn to... when i am upset ..... melvin...you are truly worth to be my veyr good friend...! thanks.. for everything... now.. all i think of... is nothing... beside planning my holiday...upcoming on the 9th may...and 15th may.... since is my veyr first budget trip... i must really seriously!!! planned...as u guys know... i am a direction-less person...get lost damn easily... sho must really planned well... haha like those number i must start memorising... just in case i really got lost! whahaha.... today was actually the deadline for wen kai..to tell me whose going.. but i think he actually forgotten..sho i decided to go ahead without him.. since he seems not veyr keen on going with me.. haha.. sho i called the agency and booked all my tickets today.. was listening to penny's new song.. (yi ge ren de lu xing)... haha.. yeah! that's talking abt me.. haha.. going alone now! haha.. quite looking forward to it... okay... that's all for today... still pretty disappointed over what had happened yesterday! that... person didn't even sms or call me to say sorry... maybe i really can't turn to him anymore... tot he would be my friend forever... but not for now anymore... sad and disappointed is how i feel now....

rubbish boy~

2007-03-27T07:23:00.000-07:00

today got pang seh by someone... really veyr disappointed in him... i waited for hours for him to knock off from work..cos i really moody and wanted to share my unhappiness with him... yet he failed to meet me up...and chose to meet his gf... which actually saddens me alot...cos... i really treated him for veyr good friend.. but actually he is not treating me the same way...sho on the way back... yups... though i cried again... but really look thru it.... he promised not to break any promise any... but he failed to do so... sho... i choose to end this whole friendship.... i blame no one...not him and not me... is fate! and what melvin said is quite true sth... promise... there isn't any more promise in this world... when i feelign upset there is always no one standing beside me and bucking me up.... who? only JO always knows i am upset...and sth yy... not even aq or yt or ah bo... knows i am sad... not to mention my poly friends... which most...had already started to dissappear from my list..... one of which...is the person today whom suppose to meet me up..... kaes.... i am still lookign on the bright side of life..no worry.... with today incident... i am more determined to travel alone this time...no matter what...tml is the deadline..if wen kai still not able to find a big grp of ppl... i am going alone... cos i felt that i am really a loner.... when i upset need help... no ones there.... but why am i... always there for the others.... sick and tired...will never meet this person again in my life... NEVER.....

sick and tired

2007-03-26T05:26:00.000-07:00

today mahs... wasn't actually feeling very well.. down with flu.. hmmm mostly likely becos of what had happened yesterday! haha... after sho thoughts... i think i had decided this time round to travel alone.. like what the "teacher" that had tagged on my board... i am sho niang... that ppl always dun wan go out with me.. one of these people.. melvin... and sho many more... what to do.. born with it.. instead of later embrassing wen kai when we oversea.. i think i rather go alone.. at least when ppl laugh at me.. i can totally ignore.. sho used to it... 20 yrs of all these laughing.. kinda of "mei gan jue" hmmmm.... and also becos of what eddy today trying to suan me.. all these small part and puzzles.. i decided to go alone.. hope everything goes fine.. first time travelling alone packbag some more... last time.. at least with tour.. wun get lost.. hahah.. and to here.. i am sure royston going to say me again.. "minghui, why always go alone!" haha.. no choice royston.. who ask me.. mei ren yuan... hahah.. what to do... only solution go alone lorhs...! hahaha

an happy occasion that turns out to be....

2007-03-25T03:08:00.000-07:00

today was suppose to be a happy occasion... i went out early in the morning to shop for my mum birthday present.... right after i came back from jogging... (wan to jian fei... despite having tummy ache, dun care... must get even more slimer... who ask got ppl say i fat).... was disappointed early in the morning... when i reach parkway parade shopping center..went up and down.... looking for my mum present... was damn disappoint..when i found out the shop had closed down... then decided to go back home... then as i walked... i saw the present along the way.... haha was damn excited..did not actually ask for the price... and i immd bought it! then decided to actually go to confirm the air tickets to taiwan...that i confirm with the agency and stuffs over the phone.. sho went down to chinatown... various places.... and finally i confirm all the prices and date.... i msged everyone.. GUESS WHAT? same old things happens again and again.... ppl starts to pang seh me.... sho... i going to ignore whats expecting to happens intend to go alone again... hope wun get lost... haha... they better pray i wun get robbed and killed in singapore... if not i wan them to be gulity forever! hmmmmm not i wan to be qu li qu nao or what... if you guys place yourself in my shoes...when ppl rushing you to find out all the information... and stuffs...spend hours surfing net...calling ppl... traveling ard...to ask and stuffs....was really angry lorhs... i walked and cried on my way...back home... was suppose to be a happy occasion cos i found my mum present..yet it turn out to be an unhappy event..that again... i need to travel alone... sho this time round..who will gets worry for me... last time was japan and hong kong..this time..taiwan... sho... i think most likely i will travel alone ard the world~

yesterday, today, and tomorrow ~

2007-03-24T06:41:00.000-07:00

haha... blogging again..yesterday was really too tired for me..... but a fruitful day somehow~ hahaha.... we went to prawning session... was really fun... that was first time prawning... okay... before i continue..somehow... i must say sth first! WEI... whoever said my sentence is in a mess... you where bu shuang! hahaha... no larhs... aiyah... write sho nice for what... this is for purely.... my entertainment.... sho qing ni dou dou bao han larhs! haha.. okay continue... and great achievement for yesterday was actually... i caught 3 prawns!!! *claps* haha thank thanks.. a pity is thati dun know how to UPLOAD PHOTOS.... hahah..that's was yesterday.. today mahs... haiz... a boring day.. was actually not feeling veyr well.. most prob might be due to the ljs that my sis bought for me this afternoon... was having stomachache... had to forced myself to voimit out just now.. now mahs..feeling much better... recently... had veyr bad digestion problem.... hope it become better.... o yarhs... was talking to mei bao just now.. abt kbox... prawning (again) hahaha... sho anyone wans to join me for kbox... haha... need to destress... singing... = me recovering faster! MUAHAHAHA.... okay tml... omg... have no clues abt tml.. not sure of what going to happens! hahah.... only knows i am going ard singapore to search for my mum present... thought i am sick... but no choice... hahaa.. then if it ends up quite late ... might go look for xi jie and kor (bernard) ahaha can go home tgt... hehe.. but just that i dun know what time they work till only... muhaha.....

my artwork~

2007-03-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

yup.. blogging again... okay... melvin says is very disgusting.. but hor very de larhs.. he is the one askign for it lorhs.. anyway..today nothign much happening also.. FENG PING LANG JING... quite like today.. beside.. kena suaning AGAIN.. but eddy (uncle) haha.. tml is hui wei 21st birthday celebration le.. veyr excited.. looking forward to it.. during my fyp period.. was sho stressed up.. that i actually did some designing of stuffs... like cloths and necklace.. for which the necklace is made for hui wei.. haha.. one and only is singapore.. i think is nice larhs.. dun know if you guys think is nice or not.. haha.. cost me a bomb okay! haha.. that one mahs.. i took almost near to 2 months to complete the drawing haha.. as for the cloth mahs.. you guys shld have guessed it correctly.. that for my kor (bernard) this year 21st birthday.... still in process amending.. though really can't go into fashion line..but still hope that my art piece.. will be appreciated! haha.. okay..just received a call from meibao.. and made hell lots of jokes.. haha shan't eleborate on it.. but is lame jokes that we talking abt! hahah

specially for you melvin~ & joke for the day!

2007-03-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

OKAY.... melvin.. this is specially write for you de.. must be touched hor! whaha. okay what actually had happened yesterday is... Melvin : "I show you one interesting blog" me : "O???" Melvin : http://g0ldie.blogspot.com me: "De larhs"... this is my blog add...if you guys had realised...!!! then he went in to read my blog.... and he commented Melvin : "How many times must i thank you????" Me : "Had you thank me??" Melvin:"YES...i thanked you the day itself"... hahhaa SHO.. melvin.. look carefully hor from here onwards.. i acknowledge your "THANK YOU" hahaha.. kaes? pai seh larhs.. think that day really never heard oyu saying thank you~ ahahah okay.. back to what had happened today~ omg.. today first thing in the morning.. IS OFFICE GOT ELECTRICITY BROKE DOWN... omg.. i screamed sho loudly lorhs.. damn pai seh~ then the next moment... i accidently broke a key.. okay here the funny part.... initially i didn't realised i broke the key.. sho i asked veyr loudly.. is the key originally that short? THEN whole office burst into laughter! then i realised the other half of the key is actually inside the lock! OMG... make a fool out of myself.. and i become the joke of the day.. actually that moment.. liek i had went back to poly life.. BINGHUI always say sth that i dun know.. sho i tot it meant to be this or that.. then ppl like melvin AND kor.. and XI JIE.. will laugh like hell....miss those days.. and before i end.. JO... you reading my blog today? haha.. great thank for ya help.. if not this blog wun be able to jian ren! haha thank!!!!

hmmm is kor angry?

2007-03-20T04:57:00.000-07:00

hahaha... i am blogging again~ hahaha... erms.. today mahs.. quite alot of thigns happened... firstly, in the morning.. when i heard this sun yan zi new song... "wo huai lian".. then i seriously started crying.. for no reason... def... is becos the song is nice..beside that.. kinda of missed my poly life.. haha.. cos kena bullied today! *pissed* okay.. and this led to second part of the misfortunate things that had happend today~ i worked damn hard for ppl....but simply.. no one is appreciating of what i had done.. SHO WHAT did the other part timer did.. okay..but their WORK.. i serious must say is quite str8 forward de lorhs... mine lehs.. take brain cells to think.. yet must kena said by ppl i work damn slow.. what the! *pissed* okay.. that's all.. dun wan to be sho naggy over bad and unhappy stuffs...! OMG.. yarhs almost forgotten sth ... O gosh guess what! today i just read my kor (bernard) blog.. OMG.. he wrote on the 23rd feb night.. saying if you climb over i will throw you out of the window.. is he angry with me that day? haha.. o yarhs.. for my own info.. is that... that day happens to be qiao lin jie birthday sho.. i very wu li qu nao.. cos everyone seems to had forgotten abt my existence.. sho i veyr pissed off.. then i kept blaming kor..for forgetting me.. and insensative to my existence.. O GOSH.... my kor is really a wooden block lorhs.. i didn;t even realised he is angry.. how how how? erms.. think find one day he online.. must ASK him! if not i very xin li bu an! hmm... if kor really angry..then i must really say sorry.. BUT if it not me.. HAHA... IGNORE... but the percentage of it.. seems very LOW... hmm cos that day only had one event.. or prehaps...okay.. dun always think of pushing it away... IT YOU MINGHUI.. whom made kor angry! O GOSH.... die!!!!!

hmmmm... eddy....

2007-03-19T06:14:00.000-07:00

finally... i can logged in.. today mahs.. start of the week.. haha.. was thinking of what to actually write.. o yarhs.. yesterday.. my BEST friend.. joanna she told me sth..."minghui, did oyu realised sth?"... i was like.. "what?".. "your blog has NO FULL STOP." i was laughing like hell... this is purely for my feeling..not for entertainment.. "quoted from royston" whaha... sho yarhs.. i dun like full larhs... joanna...! haha... Okay.. was actually thinking of introducing all my friends today..like hui wei.. kor(bernard) royston, joanna... ah bo (melissa), yy(miss lim)... hahah... shall save it for tml? hhahaha... today sth DAMN FUNNY happened... the story goes... i went out for lunch with some of my friends working tgt.. NOT COLLAEGES hor.. is FRIENDS kaes... eddy(an UNCLE haha not larhs... veyr young larh he.. hahaha.. but always bully me humph) and veron... hahaha.. so 3 of us..went to "ta bao" packet lunch lorhs.. haha.. then we bought tang yuang "rice balls" back... haha.. then veron teased eddy... "you never buy for your boss ar (amylia)" haha.. then eddy gan jiong.. ahaha he still left with 3 tuan yuan.. sho he sho CALLED "borrowed" one tuan yuan from me.. and make it 4... gave amylia.. haha damn funny... hhahaha... never mind.. he very kind lorhs.. never wash the spoon.. gave me his spoon to use... haha but is okay.. haha share saliva only.. hahaa always share food with other.. haha but the funny part is... must see eddy gan jiogn de look.. damn funny lorhs.. kaes kaes.. that's all for today..tml mahs! introduce.. my BEST friend of all.. JOANNA.. she understand me inside out..then come by hui wei... kor... and ah bo they all.. not forgetting royston you hor!hahaha!!!!

2007-03-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

today mahs! haha... feeling veyr happy... just gotten my results last wed.... and my whole family was celebrating it for me... my bro gave me some money to go buy my fav puma jacket... sho now.. haha my new goal... scouting for puma jackets! haha... and abit sad also larhs...cos kinda of missed my lecture days with everyone.. haha.. actually hor..was expecting..melvin, kor(bernard), and wen kai..to say thanks to me.,.. haha cos i really taught them with my heart... but same old stuffs... kor.. that wooden block! omg... he didn't even say anythign touching to me lorhs... sad... haha... no larhs.. is still okay actually... yarhs... today is the first time i started blogging... no one knows the address also! haha.... but everything is not done up... sho give me sho time? 2 weeks? haha to touch up this blog.. at the same time.. yeah manx..... check out my taiwan or hong kong trip information! 2032 hours 17 March 2007